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. . . If you do it, I'm doing it too. Being the one left behind would be terrible, and they'll probably love the reactions the people alive are going to have.
It is, but. . . TK, they're making us bargain for our lives. We shouldn't have to bargain for something that's already ours! Doing what they want, and only choosing one person to die is just giving them what they want. It's playing by the stupid rules they've made up.
I don't want to play by their dumb rules any more than you do, Marine! But I refuse to let there be more casualties than necessary to get through this!
I hate this self-sacrifice thing too, okay? But I still don't want to give them what they want. I don't want to live because someone died to save me! I don't want to live because we bargained away our freedom. I don't want any of that!
. . . ha! Our freedom, is it? That's what they're taking from us. . .? Our freedom to live our lives damn well the way we want to, without having them held over our heads like a carrot for a goddamn horse!
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Think that's enough?
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[. . . and now for the tough choice]
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Getting up and going over to Ed and just hugging him.]
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Marine?
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I'm really scared.
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Don't give them the fear they want from us, Marine.
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Then I won't be.
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I'll do it.
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[she knows, but. . . she still can't help asking.]
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I hate shitty self-sacrifice decisions like this. But I'll still do it.
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[there's a long pause before she says the next part]
. . . If you do it, I'm doing it too. Being the one left behind would be terrible, and they'll probably love the reactions the people alive are going to have.
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It is, but. . . TK, they're making us bargain for our lives. We shouldn't have to bargain for something that's already ours! Doing what they want, and only choosing one person to die is just giving them what they want. It's playing by the stupid rules they've made up.
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. . . ha! Our freedom, is it? That's what they're taking from us. . .? Our freedom to live our lives damn well the way we want to, without having them held over our heads like a carrot for a goddamn horse!
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